I can’t fall asleep

I don’t wanna eat

I can’t focus on what I need to

All I want to do is what I need to do

And what I think I’ll do right now

Is nothing

Absolutely nothing

I’ll do the opposite of something

I’ll do nothing

When I’m out

Out of control

I can’t keep my mind locked on a single thought

All I want to do is what I need to do

What I think I’ll do right now

Is nothing absolutely nothing

I’ll do the opposite of something

I’ll do nothing

And if I start to rabbit hole, spiral down – lose control

Slip into old routines, crash and burn - make a scene

What if I just accept how I’m feeling

Even if what I’m feeling…

Is nothing absolutely nothing

I’ll do the opposite of something

I’ll do nothing